Every day is another mistake
Filled with bullshit
That I can't take
An up hill battle
I'm losing and quick
My warmth is fading
And I'm losing grip
All hope is lost, I'm left in the dust
My morals fade, as I start to rust
No where to turn
And no where to run
Times running out
On Your oldest son
Entire world just fades away
I see my life In shades of
Shades of grey
"Keep your head up kid it only gets better from here"
Just keep away from me
My own darkness is what brought me here
I'm fading, I'm falling, I'm losing
My sanity
I look beyond the lies they tell
Every day
Nothing will ever be ok
The things that used to make me happy
Crush me alive and make me pray for death
Because higher you fly
Is just the further you fall
Is there a point to this life?
I see no reason at all
And all the things that I've built
They fall apart at the seams
And all the people I've hurt
Will haunt me in my dreams
You all haunt me in my dreams